Okay let's see...I went to see Avenged Sevenfold, Papa Roach, Rev Theory, and a stupid warm up band on April 6, 2009 and it was Amazing!!!!!!!!! to start out I have a method to getting on the rail and I always do it and it worked successfully in this concert too. Rev Theory good band...Hott ass singer..I would tap his ass anyday. Two of their songs Light it up and Hell yeah I figured out is about having sex and they are Amazing so go listen to them. Pa Roach..He was hott!!!!! He was such a pervert. He jacked off with the microphone and would hump the air at random times and one time he had spit on his tongue and he started to shake it slowly back and forth and it was like 3 feet long til it hit the floor! It was gross but hott at the same time. He dedicated his song Hollywood Whore to Paris Hilton so if you hate the bitch I advise you to listen to the song immediately. I sadly didn't get any picture of him because i was stuck between fatass 1 and 2 and couldn't move my hands. And lastly Avenged Sevenfold..good memories. Of course they were hott.. I got amazing photos of syn and matt because I was directly in the front. The only ting that pissed me off was that the two drunk ass hicks behind me and my friend we flipping Synyster Gates off. I means seriously The Synyster Gates. Have you seen them get mad. So he just flipped them back off and I gave him the steve-o two thumbs up and he smiled and winked. I think I almost died right then, but sadly that was the end...Oh wait and Matt Shadows touched my hand..And i almost caught a drumstick and pick but I am short so that was impossible with Sashquash next to me.

Sometimes life sucks. I have noticed that over my short life. I haven't had a very good summer and it just seems to bet getting worse. I have one of my bestfriends possibly moving to Indiana. That hurts alot. I love animals so when my baby, Twilight my cat died, that almost killed me. I'm starting to cry just thinking of it. I play competitive soccer, I love it. I hated the team I was on because all the girls were stuck up and didn't like me. I was told by the coach that he was bringing in a better player for my position and that if she came I would be benched. How shitty is that? Not to brag, but I am very good a soccer and for him to tell me that infuriated me. I joined a better team and I can't wait to play them when the season starts. Also my boyfriend Nick, he is a sweet guy, but is very immature. As of right now he is at his friend's house drunk from drinking Vodka. This doesn't usually bother, but seeing as the last time he got drunk he kissed another girl that used to be a good friend of my doesn't help me trust him. He is always doind stuff like this and it hurts me and he cares, he just doesn't seem to think before he does what he does. The last thing I can think of is the day after 4th of July. My family and I were headed to Cleveland to see fireworks. I don't want to call him this but, my step dad was drunk and was calling me every cuss word in the goddamn book and Nick asked him to please stop this. This gave Step dad the right to threaten my boyfriend that he would kick his ass. Of course Nick didn't back down, but I wedged myself in beteeen then and nothing happened. In the end step dad was dropped of 20 miles out of town and the rest of the family got to see fireworks. What kind of adult tempts to beat up and 15 year old? Can anybody tell me? I'm so sick of my life sometimes. Everybody sees me a being strong, but inside I breaking and soon I'm going to give up. I just hope that my hellhole opens back up to let me out when school comes back around. That is all I can hope for. Any advice, I would like some please.